I’ve always been a person that need a carrot out in front me, like a reluctant horse, to get me to move along.  My wife likes to say I’m goal oriented.  That’s kind but the truth is that without something to grasp for I fall into lethargy.

Earlier this year I gave myself the goal of finishing the first draft of my second novel.  I knew, in general, what I wanted to write but I was plagued by the lack of a writing routine and a concrete idea of what meant in daily work.

I decided that “second novel” was too vague.  I felt comfortable with writing about 80,000 words in MURPHY’S TROUBLES, so I made that my goal for the second novel.  Next, I needed a specific target to aid it, 2014 for completion was too vague too.

For no particular reason, I decided I wanted to finish the very ROUGH draft by November 30th.  My previously shapeless goal was not taking on a real form.  For years I have used a seven day week as my work unit.  I learned a method based on a Stephen Covey book to set a goal that needed to be completed in a week, and then figure out what needed to be done to meet that goal.  The last step was to create blocks of time to work on the tasks that would result in a completed goal.

To write 80,000 words by November 30th would mean slugging out about 1700 words a week. Unfortunately, I had false starts the in January and February and part of March, meaning I now had only 38 weeks to write my 80,000 word novel.  I need to write about 2100 words a week to make my goal.  Now that’s something you can bite your teeth into.

I purchased a big white board calendar and put my week goal in large numbers at the top.   Each day I write on the board how many words I’ve written.  To date, I’ve cranked out over 18,000 words a week, about double my goal!

Shizam!  It’s working.  I’m now confident that I’ll make my goal, I can relax. My creativity and imagination are in high gear and I’m enjoying the writing without stress.  That’s the POWER of a goal.

           

One good reason to attend local writer’s conferences and writer’s programs is to build community.  Through the Madison Writers’ Institute I met Valerie Biel.  We write in completely different genres, Valerie writes for teens and tweens, I write adult fiction.  We have in common a keen interest in Celtic culture and we have both traveled to Ireland with our families.  Valerie was one person I sent both my book cover and my back of book blurb to when I was developing them for publication.  Of more than ten people I sent materials to, Valerie to the time to make significant suggestions for improvement to my back of book blurb.  Her suggestions went “click” with me and I incorporated them into what is now my back of book blurb.

Last week Valerie went live with her website:  www.valeriebiel.com.  She has worked with her website designer for over a year and had very specific elements she insisted be included in the site.  For example, there is a butterfly at the top of the site that mimics flight.  There is also a centipede to click into for fun facts and activities about the Amazon.  Her photographs are lush and give a glimpse of both Ireland and the Amazon.

Valerie’s first young adult novel, CIRCLE OF NINE – BELTANY is due for launch this summer.  The page on her website provides a stunning synopsis and she shares her inspiration for the story.  It’s clear from her inspiration that Valerie thinks like an author.

I admit, by comparison, my website, is static and not as visually appealing.  Mine also doesn’t include all the social media links that Valerie has incorporated.  Mine is a DIY site, while Valerie’s is professionally designed by MediaNet.  Please visit www.valeriebiel.com and treat yourself to a profound experience.  

I am working on my second novel and having a bad time of it.  Writing my second novel some days I feel like Sisyphus.  My first novel took fourteen years to write and I worked on in in bits and pieces with UW-Madison Writer's Institute classes; UW-Madison's Weekend with your novel; , UW-Madison's critique groups; and, UW-Madison's Writers by the Lake.  I did it this way because I was still in the work-a-day world and used these special classes to devote myself to writing in short, intense bursts of learning, energy and creativity.  In those days I thought being free from the stardard job would be a panacea for my writing life.

My career ended abruptly one Friday morning when I learned that my managers' salary was dragging the company I worked for into the financial abyss, twelve others got the same news that day.  I am fortunate to have a pension so financial security was ensured and I saw this change as my chance to finally finish my first novel.

Murphy's Troubles was published in November 2013, it had taken four years.  I've finally settled on what to write for my second novel, only because the protagonist, Ian Murphy scolded me in a dream and said he wasn't finished telling his story.  My working title for the second novel is:  There Was Sadness, There was Joy.  As I began to write I discovered I don't have a writing routine.

I have complete control of my time and yet I struggle to develop any sort of writing routine.  The entire book is in my head, of that I am certain.  I found myself obsessing with chapter one, which has been written and re-written at least 25 times.  There is some part of me that has to have the first chapter exactly right before I can move on.  So, I'm accepting that as part of my writing routine.  I've also been indecisive about point of view, that demon that haunts me whenever I splash a work across the screen of my lap top.

Just this week I've settled on first person point of view.  While some consider it limiting, it allows a more personal, in depth story.  I want to see the world only through Ian Murphy's eyes because that's the only way I can convey it on the page - the way Ian wants the story told.

I will be working on having a writing routine for a long time to come.  Who knows, maybe my routine is not have a routine.  I know there's a lot of advice to just sit down at the keyboard every day, same time, and do my thing.  That approach seems to be common among writers.  For me, it doesn't feel right; maybe I'm fighting the self-discipline it takes.

So, a lot of days I feel like Sisyphus, pushing the boulder up the mountain only to watch the boulder roll down and do it again tomorrow.    

In researching elements of a marketing campaign for independent authors/publishers it was stressed that book reviews are essential.  In the traditional publishing world publishers send out either advance copies or copies soon after publication and tend to work with specific reviewers.  It is highly recommended that we self-publishers also send out advance copies and use the reviews received both as part of the back of the book blub and for initial marketing.

I didn’t send out advance copies of my book to reviewers.  I was caught up in the details of book production and was determined to hit the holiday market; there just wasn’t time for everything.  I met the goal of having MURPHY’S TROUBLES available for holiday book purchases (November 18th available on Amazon).  I did garner a satisfying number of readers locally and squeezed in two book signing events in December.

The truth is I have not attracted attention to MURPHY’S TROUBLES on Amazon.  I would like to have readers review my book.  I have had one local author offer to write a review, unfortunately, the offer came in mid-December through my website e-mail (which I rarely check) and it was a month before I responded to his offer.  I’ve responded to him but I’m not sure if he’s still interested.

What am I asking for?  I would like a one paragraph review of about 50-75 words, and approval to publish the review online and other appropriate places. If you are interested in reviewing MURPHY’S TROUBLES, please contact me at:  [email protected].  Of course I will provide a copy of the book.   

I have subscribed to The Writer Magazine since 2001 and it has been published since 1887.  I’ve been fortunate to have two articles published in The Writer (May 2012 and September 2012).  The February 2014 issue has a story by Neil Evans, “For a living”.  One sentence in the article grabbed by attention:  “Writing is an act; being a writer is a state of mind, a lifestyle, a necessity.”  By his definition Evans claims he isn’t a writer but he does earn his income from writing, working as a web content editor.

In an age of e-mails, e-zines, blogs, tweets, and content writing we have stretched what has been traditionally meant to be a writer.  I enjoy writing a weekly blog and a monthly feature in the e-zine Extra Innings; however, my first love is the novel.   In reflecting on the direction I want to take in 2014 Evans’ definition of a writer is critical.

For years I dreamt of being a writer.  At first I thought that if I was paid for my writing, I would be a writer.  I achieved that goal in 2010 but still didn’t view myself as a writer.  Then I decided I would be a writer when I published my first novel.  I achieved that goal in November 2013.  Yet, something was missing; I continued to struggle with the notion that I am a writer.

The missing element is in Evans definition:  “. . . being a writer is a state of mind, a lifestyle, a necessity.” In 2014 I plan to give myself the freedom to explore being a writer with this definition in mind.  Recently, I helped a friend polish his musical comedy, tightening the story, giving color to characters and tying up loose ends in the last act.  His focus was the music, not the story.  He asked me one day how I came up with the changes I suggested.  My response, without thinking was:  “That’s what I do.”    

There is some debate on the meaning of the expression; “cast the die”, some say the origin is Julius Caesar.  I prefer the version deeply rooted in metallurgy when molten metal was poured into a mold or die that would form an object once the metal cooled.  In 2014 I’m casting the die to have the freedom to live a writer’s state of mind, a lifestyle and accept the necessity of writing in my life.   

It’s winter in Wisconsin.  It snows in the winter in Wisconsin.  For my first book signing this past Saturday at the Beans n Cream Coffeehouse, it snowed.  The snow began several hours before my 10 a.m. start time.  It was the type of snow that melts when it hits the road pavement and turns into a mush.  The mush makes driving tenuous.  My hopes for hoards of book purchasers with books in hand to sign melted like the new snow striking pavement.

The table at the coffee shop had a sign reading “Reserved for Rex Owens book signing”.  A stack of books sat on the table.  I added my book cover poster to attract potential book readers and took a seat.  My wife was armed with the camera to record the historic moments.  The first person through the door was my best friend, he picked up a book from my table, purchased it and his four shot cappuccino then joined me at the table.  Everyone that stopped by the table followed his lead that morning.  I was in author’s heaven.  On a Saturday morning I was hanging out at the coffee shop, drinking coffee, selling books, signing books and talking with my friends for two and a half hours.  What could be better?  I sold about 10 books and it was very satisfying.

It’s still winter in Wisconsin.  My “big” event was the book reading and signing at the Sun Prairie Public Library this past Monday evening.  The snow began about 3:00 p.m.   It snowed hard.  It was the kind of snow that when you turn on your ‘brights’ when driving you get a wall of white and realize it’s worse so you turn them off.  About 5:30 p.m. my phone began ringing, friends calling to tell me the snow was too much of a hazard and they wouldn’t be attending the reading.  I didn’t answer those calls; I let them go to voicemail.  I appreciated the calls but didn’t want to hear them.

By 6:20 p.m. only one person arrived for the reading.  I was determined not to cancel.  Then two more arrived.  At 6:30 the library staff insisted that I begin even with only three people in the room.  I started.  During my opening remarks people straggled into the room, one by one, until we had ten in all.  I wanted to have an informal conversation with readers, not just lecture and read.  We struck up a conversation, people contributed their experiences traveling in Ireland and after the reading we continued to talk.  My wife Lynette sold books at a table in the back of the room and we sold another 10 books.  I was elated.

For an author talking directly with readers is a very special experience.  We all write to be read.  Talking with readers completes the writing experience and provides another way for writers to enrich their writing.  I thoroughly enjoy the reading and signing events.  The events connect me with my community and make me whole as a writer.  I’m looking forward to a year of author events in 2014.

Next week is family week with son, daughter-in-law and one year old granddaughter visiting from Omaha.  The whole clan will be together for the first time in several years.  I’m going take a break for posting a blog and enjoy the warmth of my family.  For 2014 I offer a traditional Irish blessing:

May you have the hindsight to know where you’ve been, the foresight to know where you’re going and the insight to know when you’re going too far.  

This Saturday, December 14th I have my first ever public book signing.  I’m nervous, anxious, and uncertain and my self-confidence is hiding somewhere.  I am very lucky that the owner-manager of our local coffee hangout, Jeff Gauger, from Beans n Cream Coffee House wants me to spend several hours Saturday morning signing books.  I am dumbfounded that he believes that I will be an “attraction”.  I’ve never been an “attraction” before and I am doubtful.  His bet is that the good local folks will want to with me well on finally publishing MURPHY’S TROUBLES, and take the time to buy a cup of coffee, maybe a danish or breakfast burrito.

Jeff even created a fantastic poster to advertise my upcoming appearance both at Beans n Cream and the Sun Prairie Library Monday night (December 16th) at 6:30 p.m.  I volunteered to take the posters around town and ask businesses to display them in a prominent place for several weeks.  It was the least I could do.

I wanted to use my “event” Monday night to support the Library so I’ll be donating half of the royalties from each book sale to the Library Foundation.  I didn’t want to advertise this because I was afraid that folks might see it as a gimmick to sell books.  It’s not.  It’s just my way of saying thanks to the Library Director, Tracy Herold, for her support.   There’s simply nothing more natural than a novelist supporting their local library in whatever way possible.

I have been working toward this time in my life for the past sixteen years.  I am ready, it’s the path I’ve chosen or maybe it’s chosen me, most days I’m not sure.  Wish me luck.  

I  can finally answer all my well meaning friends, who ask:  Where is that book of yours?  To be honest they have all been very generous and offered congratulations, asked where to buy the book and asked if I’ve planned any author events in December.

I’ve independently published my debut novel using Create Space, the publishing arm of Amazon.  My experience with Create Space has been nothing short of a miracle.  I singed a service agreement with Create Space on October 7th, and in 31 busness days my book is available to the world.

By contrast, I signed a contract with micro publisher, Mischievous Muse Press, and terminated the contract in February this year after 2 ½ years of frustration and providing numerous edited manuscripts that were never accepted.  I often wondered why they ever offered me a contract.

Create Space offers several distribution packages and I’ve selected the Expanded Distribution.  It means my royalties will be less but MURPHY’S TROUBLES will be available world-wide on Amazon and placed in bookstores at no out- of-pocket cost to me.

Amazon also offers me, again at no cost, an author’s webpage that is interactive.  In addition to providing readers with a bit more information about me, the author’s page has a forum where I can respond directly to readers’ questions, reactions and opinions.  It is a way for me to develop a relationship with my readers which is very important to me. 

I began the journey down publication road in January 2010 after being laid off from my job in December, 2009.  The lay-off was completely unexpected but I rebounded quickly by deciding it was an opportunity in wolf’s clothing.  With the lay-off I had the time to find out if I had the skills needed to have both a freelance career and to publish my fiction.

Following the exhilaration of seeing my book on Amazon I took a brief trip down memory lane.  I’m a saver and I’ve saved the notes from all my writing classes and conferences.  In the beginning of my writing journey I joined a critique group led by Laurel Yourke, a talented and award winning teacher, scholar and writer.  Stuffed in my notes from her critique class I found a one page assignment I turned in on November 6, 2000.  The assignment was a scene between Ian Murphy and his boyhood friend, Timolty Doyle.  I have been writing Ian’s story for a very long time.

I am honored to offer MURPHY’S  TROUBLES to all readers on Amazon.com and in local bookstores.  If you get a chance, send me an e-mail or post to this blog; let me know what you think.       

It’s sometimes difficult to believe that we continue to celebrate an essentially agrarian holiday in 21st century America.  The current celebration date was established by President Lincoln in 1863.  However, as early as 1777 the Continental Congress created Thursday December 18th as a day set aside for national Thanksgiving.

Now the holiday is associated with commercialism with “brown” Thursday and “black” Friday.  This evolution is unfortunate and blurs the original intent of the holiday.  In our family we do not shop on either Thursday or Friday, partly for self-protection from crazed mobs, but primarily because we just don’t accept the commercialization of giving thanks.

This year I am thankful that MURPHY’S TROUBLES is published.  More than this accomplishment is how it came about.  As my wife reminds me, this year I learned how much my friends believe and support me.  Without friends MURPHY’S TROUBLES wouldn’t have been published in November or even in 2013.

The lesson I learned is that I am part of a creative, arts community; a community that nurtures an artist way of life.  I am fortunate.  I want to thank each person that has walked this journey with me and will continue to be members of my community.      

Plain and simple, here it is . . .

10/18 received electronic proof of book

10/21  received  physical proof of book

10/21 to 10/25 review proof,  make corrections, upload corrected proof

10/28 review and upload final book cover with spine

11/5 receive corrected proof

11/12 approve final proof

11/12 approve final cover

11/12 select regular and extended distribution

11/12 MURPHY’S TROUBLES sent to Amazon distribution

11/19 receive author’s complimentary copy

11/20 MURPHY’S TROUBLES available on Amazon for purchase

Part of the schedule is based on milestones Create Space provides to accomplish their tasks and part is dependent on me.  Having this timeline makes it real, concrete.  I began down the meandering road to publication in April 2010, it has taken 44 months.